調試心情

最近工作方面有很多很多奇怪的事情發生。。。嘛， 身邊的人也跟著奇怪起來。總之很煩就對了。
很多所謂高度機密 的事情，弄得大家都心惶惶。 忽然看到一些以前從不走在一起的同事，不知道爲了什麽原因連成一線了。 又忽然看到一些以前連成一線的同事， 不知道爲了什麽形同陌路人。

有很多的謠言，或真或假，其實也不太關很多人的事，可是偏偏大家就愛管。如果早把這份好管閒事的精神擺在工作上， 正經的工作，今天應該不至於走到這個地步。 笑。。。。順其自然最好了。反正我們這種職位偏低的小職員， 去到哪裏都一樣。大風大浪有個子高的高層幫我們 頂一下。。。希望如此啦。 要不，偶爾來個長假也不錯的。我打從畢業後， 就沒有享受過長假，第1份工也是考完最後一個paper的第2天就上班了。現在最重要的是調試心情。

最近，我都很專注的作以下事情：
1） 聽一些年代悠久的老牌搖滾。。。。忽然覺得很vintage 起來。。。爆笑！
2） 聽一些年代悠久的演歌。。。。。忽然覺得我真和很多小妹妹有代溝。。。。再爆笑！！(不錯， 當我到最近才知道鄭伊健和梁詠琪分手，我知道我完全脫節了。以前，有一段時期很喜歡maggie的，尤其是我本善良裏頭的伊明頭。。。讓我瘋狂了好久。)
3） 讀已經讀了千次的絕愛和BRONZE。。。。。這個純粹好色和S心理作祟。。。汗！(不過， 我覺得啊，這本漫畫難得的讓我每次看感情都起伏得很厲害。。。看完會覺得很累/爽。）
4） 努力照顧我兩顆名為晃司和拓人的仙人掌。是兩顆種在一起的仙人掌。不過，上個星期我的拓人病入膏肓死了。。。。今天早上，我的晃司也宣佈要陪拓人去了。我的小心肝竟然也。。。哦，疼呢。(我真的不會照顧生物。。。真的！本來心底有個衝動想再養過新的。。。還是算了。仙人掌這種生命體都會被我弄死。。。。還是算了。）

今天的BGM - 老牌搖滾 (冷)
歌手要說的話很多。。。。如果覺得你能收到他的message。。。也跟我說說吧。這首當時不是主打，不過我認爲是album 裏面最強的一首歌了。。。所以我一相情願的認爲是他真正最後的message。

Born Into Brothels

A film by Ross Kaufman and Zana Briski.
Definitely not new, but it was something which I had always wanted to watch. Finally a colleague who just came back from the US had the DVD and lent it to me over the weekend.

I had earlier had the chance to look at the photo exhibits taken by the kids and I was completely ....WOW....blown into bits. I will never ever believe that some of these shots were taken by kids as young as 10 years of age. Very adult themes, very matured eye.

For those who have not heard of the documentary, it is related to the Kids with Cameras fund. Zana Briski was originally a photographer who headed towards Calcutta's red light district to complete a project on prostitution there. The chance encounters with the numerous kids of the prostitutes made her abandon her original work and she embarked on the documentary "born into brothels". The kids at the many brothel houses took on a huge amount of interest in the little gadget Briski was holding - her camera. It was this that sparked a new realization in Briski - she had to free these kids. She started classes for the kids at these brothel homes, teaching them all she knew about professional photography. The Kids with Cameras fund was also established in 2002, with the sole purpose of empowering these marginalised children through learning the art of photography. The works of these children had been exhibited in various location and can be bought over the kids with cameras website above.

The good thing about this documentary was that it did not dwell on the usual sappy side that such documentaries tend to spiral towards. Instead, it was a straightforward film about how the kids was drawn into a totally foreign world of photogarphy and how Briski found so much joy and meaning in helping these kids, who would otherwise end up as prostitutes most likely. Its sad, but the caste system still exists, and many of these kids will grow up not knowing what school was, never being able to read anything.......things that I have taken for granted all this while.

My BGM today : Summary
(A Japanese friend who is suffering from 皮膚筋炎sent me this live recording. She said that after hearing this song, she felt extremely encouraged. Hope it does the same to me eh !)

Lyrics below :
振り向かずに行こう
遥かなあの未来へ
大きな夢運ぶ僕らは時の旅人

繋がってくHistory
受け継がれた情熱
この胸の誇りはけして離しはしなぃ

Rise太陽は昇り
Shine鮮やかに燃える 全ての命が今輝く

Break out x 2　 時代を切り開く New Story
Go ahead x 2 迷う暇はなぃ
Don't be afraid Dream On

Go out x 2 生きてく証を刻むんだ
Believe in yourself 　　かけがえのないこの時に

ダイハツ Be Go

堂本剛CM出演決定！！　

　

ダイハツ　「ビーゴ」は［テリオス］の後継車だそうで。
トヨタでは［ラッシュ］という車名で販売するそうです。
ふふふふふ。。。。。ダイハツのSHOWROOMにチラシが置いてあるとか。。。。ふふふふ。

CM　DOWNLOAD　 （どうぞ｡｡｡どうぞ！）

ENDLICHERI ENDLICHERI by 堂本 剛

好好。。。本來打算在周末拼了rice的live報告。。。。。結果，色字頭上一把刀真的一點也沒錯。。。我竟然一整個周末就在修二和彰的校園生活里度過。我看vcd都快給我看花了。最後，什麽有意義的事都沒做過！


小龜真是越大越有味道了。翻了他以前剛進事務所的照片。。。其實樣子有點對不起的。
(我怎麽會有他以前的照片呢。。。原來我以前就開始偷偷注意他了嘛？恐怖！）

周末受到了驚嚇。。。然後頭腦就一直維持在當機狀態！艷鳥你知道是誰嗎？就是堂本剛的筆名。朋友都說很像牛郎的名字。。。我也覺得啦。

我家太上皇的筆名也跟鳥有關係 - 白鳥瞳。。。。至少有氣質。

我不行了！