End of May~ A New Chapter

Went for a karaoke cum MTV viewing session with Scenic over the weekend.

Told her about the impending changes at work.

Went for liver exercise with my usual kakee. Also told them about my impending changes at work.

They are right. From now on, its just upwards and uphill for me. I am going to give it a best shot. I would have inadvertently stepped on or over certain people, left some dead bodies behind, old peers have suddenly become my subordinates............but, I just do what I need to and I expect people to get used to it.

Changed the template of my blog to mark this event. Just wanted something simpler.

Pictures are from my recent Shanghai trip ( XinTiandi). Shanghai is so affluent, but yet nothing really has changed beyond the glitzy surface.

蓝宇

最近情绪开始有点焦躁。很多心里面的东西不太明白，以为开始明朗化，却又偷偷从指缝间溜走，思绪抓也抓不住。

It stifles me to death. 时间，地点。。。。没有一样是对的， 结局早就注定了。

在家里，一个人在夜晚看蓝宇， 感觉一样是垂心的疼。哭了，是电影的关系， 没有别的原因。

影片后段， 当捍东跟朋友猜拳行酒时，镜头落在了蓝宇的眼睛上，蓝宇正注视着专心猜拳的捍东，满眼的温柔，满脸的幸福……只有一个人爱另一个人很深的时候，才会有这样的表现。 这个镜头，我永远无法直视，那个眼神太耀眼了。

蓝宇：我记得你开始跟我讲过：‘两个人，要是太熟了……倒不好意思再玩了……也就是说要散了。所以老这么想：第２天早上起来的时候，就少喜欢你一点，免得自己到时候难过。

Volcanic ash is driving me nuts

Totally irrelevant title to this post.....just so like me....ever irrelevant


Playing a random game

Go down the alphabet listing and put down whichever album, artist, musical project etc (whose CDs you own) that first comes to mind.
May not be the best thing or your favourite though. (guess hanyu pinyin or romanji counts ya!)

A - Avantasia, Anita Mui (or should I put this under M??), Ali project (Gawd, what was I thinking when i put this down)

B - Bobby mcferin, babysitter, black sabbath, beyond, backstreet boys (yeap......face it, admit it, anyone of my vintage would have owned their stuff rite.....dun deny!)

C - Chthonic

D - Deadmen, diru, due le quartz, DT, dexy's midnite runners

E - Edguy, evanasence, endlicheri, eagles, earl grey

F - fei lun hai ( hahahahaha.....no, dun ask me why!)

G - glay, greeeeen, guns and roses, garnet crow

H - Hai ping mian (海平面 A-chord), hotaru

I - INXS, Iron Maiden

J -jacqueline du pre, jinkaku rajio

K - kinki kids, kazuki, kato kazuki

L - lareine, luna sea, led zeppelin, L'dear, luinspear

M - Mayday, Merry, mercy sisters, malice mizer, madeth'll, mucc

N - nightmare, nirvana

O - onmyouza, ozzy osbourne

P - petshop boys, placebo, piass, poisonous dolls

Q - Qiang bian （强辩）

R - Raphael, rice

S - Sodagreen, sendai kamotsu, scorpions, soul asylum, sex pistols, shiina ringo

T -takui

U- uver world, U2

V - vidoll

W - Wubai and chinablue, 五月天(yes, i cheated)

X - X Japan

Y - yo-yo ma

Z - zero

4月7日

之前解决了手头上的一个大案子，松了口气。因为合约总值有点那个庞大，报章什么都给他乱报一通。努力了差不多2年的案子就这样结束，看着新闻什么的，忽然有点不真实呢。

现在埋头于另一个案子，虽然没之前那个浩大，也算是不错大。不过最近好像有点遇到瓶颈了，对方也开始打拉锯战。。。。不知道还要耗多久的时间才能结束。

然后，本来一直说要去的春天呐喊， 最后却没去的春天呐喊。。。也结束了。
海平面以独立身份报名参加了。记得以前在这里写了一篇关于海平面主唱A-chord的东西。。。。很喜欢这个小男生。海平面也是组团最久， 成员最稳定的一个乐团了。看着他们从十来岁组团到现在。。。心理一直一直想说去看他们的live。。。。一直想说总有一天能在春天呐喊的平台上有机会看到他们。不过，应该没这个可能了，因为A-chord已经接到入伍通告。明年就算我真的能参加春呐，应该也看不到海平面了。

看看a-chord部落格写了这次出席春呐的感想，很温馨，心里某初也觉得十分的感动和窝心。这个应该也是海平面最后一次完整性的演出。就算退伍了，因为a-chord也已经貌似签约到不知哪个公司了，最近也上了百万大歌星。。。。。就算有机会演出，也是“a-chord和海平面”呗，对我来说意义上有很大的不同。

很多东西，如果不在当下抱着想做就做的觉悟，往往就永远再也没有哪个机会了。春呐我想了大概有4-5年，没有一次成行。只能说我是个犹豫不决的人。


生日快乐，kazuki!