X-Japan Live in Yokohama

This is totally corny
Its so yoyo-centric

And I am reminded how much I love this guy!

Rest in Peace - Daisuke

There was time when I used to tell myself - one day, i will be as old as them. How does it feel to just fall like that?



Now, I ask myself - why do some get taken away at such a young age.



Sometimes I just wonder if I have lived too long to see them go one by one.

Daisuke - as I would like to remember him, in his kagerou days.

Shigurui - Death fantasy

Was at an external meeting yesterday with 2 of my colleagues

On our way back, our car almost hit the kerb.....and at that moment i wished it did, on my side.
Strange, must have been watching too much of shigurui lately.

That violence and death fantasy thing is getting into my head

Gnoticism

Had a long long discussion last nite with P on Gnoticism.

In the end, din really sleep but spent the whole of last nite thinking of the gnostic myths and beliefs. And strangely enough, I thought about some of the issues which had been bugging me for a long time.......some could be answered probably by gnoticism, some remained unanswered.

I also began to think about why some lyrics, some books strike such a backlash of emotions in me and also my obsession about imperfection. Was reminded of sunao yoshida's trinity blood, about Test Tube Babies being created by a higher being. These creatures, and their imperfect destiny looping in infinity, suffering endlessly, feeding on the blood of others. Never really quite understood what that was all about....never really quite understood my fascination with trinity blood.

One of those evenings............