End of May~ A New Chapter

Went for a karaoke cum MTV viewing session with Scenic over the weekend.

Told her about the impending changes at work.

Went for liver exercise with my usual kakee. Also told them about my impending changes at work.

They are right. From now on, its just upwards and uphill for me. I am going to give it a best shot. I would have inadvertently stepped on or over certain people, left some dead bodies behind, old peers have suddenly become my subordinates............but, I just do what I need to and I expect people to get used to it.

Changed the template of my blog to mark this event. Just wanted something simpler.

Pictures are from my recent Shanghai trip ( XinTiandi). Shanghai is so affluent, but yet nothing really has changed beyond the glitzy surface.

蓝宇

最近情绪开始有点焦躁。很多心里面的东西不太明白，以为开始明朗化，却又偷偷从指缝间溜走，思绪抓也抓不住。

It stifles me to death. 时间，地点。。。。没有一样是对的， 结局早就注定了。

在家里，一个人在夜晚看蓝宇， 感觉一样是垂心的疼。哭了，是电影的关系， 没有别的原因。

影片后段， 当捍东跟朋友猜拳行酒时，镜头落在了蓝宇的眼睛上，蓝宇正注视着专心猜拳的捍东，满眼的温柔，满脸的幸福……只有一个人爱另一个人很深的时候，才会有这样的表现。 这个镜头，我永远无法直视，那个眼神太耀眼了。

蓝宇：我记得你开始跟我讲过：‘两个人，要是太熟了……倒不好意思再玩了……也就是说要散了。所以老这么想：第２天早上起来的时候，就少喜欢你一点，免得自己到时候难过。